feelings

Hi there, I don't feel good at the moment. Does anyone else feel left out? Because thats what I'm feeling right now, or almost every day. My friends never ask me to do anything with them. Yesterday I went out to an local event-thing with my sister and as I was walking around there I met the whole group of my friends. And they didn't even bother to tell me they were there, or even better, ask me if I would like to join them. These things have happened a lot in the last year and I absolutely hate it. I could start crying just thinking of it. I guess I'm the kind of person noone wants to be around.
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